Am I BACK????

After long time, I am hooked on with my earphone on and Indian Ocean churning out the music one by one(ofcourse courtesy: raaga,com).. Well, that's not the point... The point, this is what I was.. well, almost 15 years back.. college days.. Music in ears, smoke in finger tips and lots of lots pointless discussion or thoughts being drawn.. well.. those were days.. And suddenly when I was doing the same thing except the smoke(inside house).. somehow the thought came to my mind.. Have I lost it? Or am I back.. Hang on.. Have I lost it.. or shall I paint it saying.. Well, everyone needs to change and so am I.. But was it really... Did I changed with time (for better or worse) or did time changed me...  There has been atleast 5-7 times in last 15 years, when I thought I WAS BACK but that fizzled away in couple of days.. will it be same this time also... Or AM I BACK, for real this time... But hang on, what I am back to?? The carefree attitude, the radarless guy or am I like a little more guided and precision oriented missile now, which knows the target.... Don't know but this question will stay on mind for sometime, as when we enjoy what we have done previously, atleast the way of doing things, (what we call SETUP in Testing terminology), are we back? Atleast I want to carry the energy which I had earlier.. OK.. atleast let me close it down as Indian Ocean is doing the last song (from album KANDISA) and let me be happy with the thought that I AM BACK..